rolling dice
now i'm jumping on the questions again, losing all my senses again - i'm a rolling dice and i don't think twice, i gave my heart away


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Thursday, May 20, 2010 / 5:38 PM

The emptiness in my eyes , nobody can see it ...
Today was hell .. Another day of unhappiness .. Sighs* Got english results and .. If I had the reason why I break down and cry , I would feel muchmuch better . But each of the tears that trickled away , my heart aches a lot .. The second day that I broke down .. Deep down inside it cuts like a knife .. Thank Shannon and Jamie for what they did . But I did not know what was happening . I cant hear . I cant see . I literally cant feel . Its becoming real numbness .. Everything had disappeared . Even though I passed lit and english , I really really want to know the reason why ? After class , Mr Tan asked me go out . Everything that he said I was finding the answers . But in the end will I have the answers ? Idk . After recess , felt a little better . Failed history . Predicted that already . D: Sighs* CME . Ms Teo dint come . So , relieved teacher let us watch Just for Laughs .. Not funny de . Singapore one nicer . Up next was science .. Passed all . JeremyT & JonathanL were comparing marks with Shann & I .. Haha damn funny lor ! :D After school there werent chapel . So , asked JonathanL and gang to slack in class .. A lot of ppl in class . Talk slack talk slack ... Many ppl left so left Cheryl , Ferdinands, Mellissa, Darren, Daryl , JeremyT and I . Played with Jeremy's phone . :D Gtg . Met Shann at school gate .. Was rushing for Band . But in the end dont have ! Haha . Met Deborah and Nathanael on the bus .. Talk and talk .. Dint go Vb .. Now blasting music in my ears .. At least it could stop the pain for awhile .. And having a terrible headache from all the tears .. Sighs* I really need you by my side now .. I just cant seem to smile .
The tiredness for all these tears ...